to open up about the last 6 months on my life i would need a least 4 sleepovers and a tub of homemade ice cream BUT i have a cell phone and a pack of pall malls. fuuuck.
hey guess what
i’m in New York
bitchez
and the rest of the group is sleeping…
fagzzzzz
(esp vom/mallory/mallyjade/mallyisatugboat)
(because she is asleep too)
add nickname: mallawhore. that’s what we called her back in the day.
UM ORRR mallacutie.
SERGIO MADE ME DO IT!
Name: samantha lynn ehrike
Tumblr Name: ehrikke
Nicknames: sam, samra, samzilla, shamu
Birthday: june 30, 1990
Location: asheville, nc
Current School/Job: School - AB Tech/ Spencers gifts.
Sexual Orientation: Straight
Status: Single.
Random Fact: i have two cats, giraffe and binx.
Hobbies/Interests: music, movies, baking, eating, sleeping, cooking, road trips, tea.
Smoke/Drink: yes/ yes
Favorite Tumblr Blogs: onlycupcakes
Why Tumblr?: i just wanna fit in.
2 things:
first- you’re so cute with your little doggie!
2ndly-add a new nickname - SAMWOW!
hahahahah. i love that nickname. and thats my parents dog, he looks terrified but he is always terrified. i promise.
the last hour of my life
has literally torn my heart in two.
i just talked to my nephew. my brothers kid. he talks now. he told me everything he wanted for christmas which included a fish tank with a dori fish. he is 9 years old now. i wish i could talk to him everyday. i wish he lived right down the road. i wish my brother was in good enough shape to be part of his life. why did i roam seaworld with a shitty friend when i could have been spending time with him. what the fuck did she turn me into?
a year ago. it was a whole year ago.i dont know what to say about this. i dont want to talk about it. i wont get much sleep tonight knowing that you still think about it.
what the fuck am i doing home? i should be outraged. ive convinced myself that thanksgiving is the only holiday that i have with someone. christmas will come and i will wonder what friends i have to play in the snow with and hang out with when the snow piles too high. new years i will be wondering who i can go hang out with and stress over a new years kiss. thanksgiving is the only holiday where i know what im going to be doing. i dont have to worry about what friends want to spend it with me. i know my family is here for me. this year, i dont know.
i wonder what will happen when there is nothing left. when there is no one left. what happens when i run from everything? im not a bad person. i just know what i want my life to be like and i know ill never have it. ive burnt everything. so, a year later what now?
SERGIO MADE ME DO IT!
Name: samantha lynn ehrike
Tumblr Name: ehrikke
Nicknames: sam, samra, samzilla, shamu
Birthday: june 30, 1990
Location: asheville, nc
Current School/Job: School - AB Tech/ Spencers gifts.
Sexual Orientation: Straight
Status: Single.
Random Fact: i have two cats, giraffe and binx.
Hobbies/Interests: music, movies, baking, eating, sleeping, cooking, road trips, tea.
Smoke/Drink: yes/ yes
Favorite Tumblr Blogs: onlycupcakes
Why Tumblr?: i just wanna fit in.
